omg

I am so screwed. Two plants...wtf? Now I am a criminal. I decided to grow my plants in hopes that I didn't have to go out to the drug dealers and such. I could just grow my plant here. Didn't work. I got arrested. How can they tell me I can't grow a plant? It's fucked up. It's all getting crazy.

Shit or get off the pot

Well I guess that's one way to put it. Since I am such a blunt person, its prolly the perfect way to say it. Also, get busy livin' or get busy dyin'. That's good too. Regardless, I just need to practice what I preach. There are several different ways I can look at life. It's gonna go on and on, with or without me. I may bitch and moan and complain but that doesn't change the fact that really, I like life. Lately, I could go so far as to say I love life. Whoa...watch out now.
It's obvious I have been given 1,000 second chances by fate or God. I feel very blessed. When I deal with other people, I try to make them smile and feel good about themselves. Time to practice what I preach for myself. The past month I have been cheering up, thinking positive. And wouldn't you know it, positive things have been coming around. Of course there are little things that happen that are bad but if I look at them in regards to the scheme of things in life, they are really nothing more than a slight pain in the ass. My 3 year anniversary is tomorrow. While this man isn't perfect, he's certainly more than I deserve. And I'm thankful for him. The promotion at work is closer and closer. My son is coming down here for a month on the 12th.
Things really are good in my life when I'm not analyzing the shit out of them, making them bad. Hey, this thing is doable yet